Doin A Damien
Hey, well I am just copying damien more... I just cant sleep and its almost 4.30!!! I think I'm going to watch the sunrise too...
I think I miss Luke too much... I knew I wouldnt be able to sleep... I tried for ages and I cant sleep properly without his arm around me, or unless I can feel his warmth..
Is there something wrong with me???
I had some weird dreams... But I can't remember them anymore, which sucks coz I would have posted them but meh!
My father is online... I don't know if I should try and talk to him... It's the only way him and I talk anymore, online. But he hardly even had time then, or I want to go to bed or something.
He's not that bad once I talked to him after a while... he was supposed to be coming to see me these holidays but the "tickets were too expensive"... dude, he owns his own business...
It's kinda unfair though... I havn't seen him in about 5 years, and yeah he told the courts when mum and dad were getting divorced that he would see me twice a year, so that he wold pay less child support... Meh I''ll live, I have for these past 14 (almost 15) years of my life...
Mum's going to find out if she got a job today =D
she's been going to Sarrina Russo's for ages now and she had her first interview on Monday!! Just down at the local shop Clive Anthony's... GOOD LUCK MUM!!! not like she's goign to ever read this or anything but yeah... She also gets to meet Sarrina Russo today, thats why she has to go into there...
Poor old gal, she's been so good and proud about everything I hope she goes far....
I just told off my dad in a way... he's all shut down and stuff.. = I feel so weird now coz the only times I can talk to him are when he's at work... and he wasnt talking, then he's all like sorry, I have people here... I just came back (without thinking) yeah you put work first, you'll do that...
Wow Damien... if u read this... You are rightm watching the sun come up is amazing... its so nice and all... It just looks prettyful =)
I just heard mum cough and roll over, I dont know if thats a sign of her waking up, but the thought of her catching me on the net this early in the morning ... meh... She just doesnt like me on the net at all =P
My GOD I miss Luke... I can't stop thinking about him, I couldnt sleep, and I dont think I will be doing any sleep later either.... I may need some dosage of coffee or something to keep me awake today, maybe the heat will do the trick... Coffee doesn't seem to have any effect on me... that just reminds me of Luke coz he drinks coffee like non stop!!!
So on that note, I bit you Adu...
And I leave you with a random saying, as I leave...
THERE'S TOO MUCH BLOOD IN MY CAFFIENE SYSTEM!!
And I advise to whoever may be able to wake up at 4.30.... watch the sun rise
Candy xoxo
I think I miss Luke too much... I knew I wouldnt be able to sleep... I tried for ages and I cant sleep properly without his arm around me, or unless I can feel his warmth..
Is there something wrong with me???
I had some weird dreams... But I can't remember them anymore, which sucks coz I would have posted them but meh!
My father is online... I don't know if I should try and talk to him... It's the only way him and I talk anymore, online. But he hardly even had time then, or I want to go to bed or something.
He's not that bad once I talked to him after a while... he was supposed to be coming to see me these holidays but the "tickets were too expensive"... dude, he owns his own business...
It's kinda unfair though... I havn't seen him in about 5 years, and yeah he told the courts when mum and dad were getting divorced that he would see me twice a year, so that he wold pay less child support... Meh I''ll live, I have for these past 14 (almost 15) years of my life...
Mum's going to find out if she got a job today =D
she's been going to Sarrina Russo's for ages now and she had her first interview on Monday!! Just down at the local shop Clive Anthony's... GOOD LUCK MUM!!! not like she's goign to ever read this or anything but yeah... She also gets to meet Sarrina Russo today, thats why she has to go into there...
Poor old gal, she's been so good and proud about everything I hope she goes far....
I just told off my dad in a way... he's all shut down and stuff.. = I feel so weird now coz the only times I can talk to him are when he's at work... and he wasnt talking, then he's all like sorry, I have people here... I just came back (without thinking) yeah you put work first, you'll do that...
Wow Damien... if u read this... You are rightm watching the sun come up is amazing... its so nice and all... It just looks prettyful =)
I just heard mum cough and roll over, I dont know if thats a sign of her waking up, but the thought of her catching me on the net this early in the morning ... meh... She just doesnt like me on the net at all =P
My GOD I miss Luke... I can't stop thinking about him, I couldnt sleep, and I dont think I will be doing any sleep later either.... I may need some dosage of coffee or something to keep me awake today, maybe the heat will do the trick... Coffee doesn't seem to have any effect on me... that just reminds me of Luke coz he drinks coffee like non stop!!!
So on that note, I bit you Adu...
And I leave you with a random saying, as I leave...
THERE'S TOO MUCH BLOOD IN MY CAFFIENE SYSTEM!!
And I advise to whoever may be able to wake up at 4.30.... watch the sun rise
Candy xoxo
posted by candeh at 4:38 am
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