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I dont know how to start this blog....but I guess I just did so meh =P

I dont know what to call today... Well for one, I had to wake up early from some shit stirring last night... someone on Andrews fone kinda tried to imply something was going on between Luke and Steph... I really hope not I know pretty much 100% that nothing went on coz Damien waas there lol I would have thought them two would have hooked up before anything else ... but this IS Steoh, and whatever she's been saying to me from like the past 2 years and crap and how she has been about Luke I wouldnt put it past her but I love Luke and trust him...

I went to sleep at like 1 after having a great deep convo with Dion, he is such a great friend once you get to know him... I dont know why he is hated by the whole group I am hated by aswell.. Dion ur awesome!!!

I woke up at like 8, had to get ready to see my Oma.. in a nursing home *shudders* gosh it smells of old in there... So we stayed like all of 20 minutes and I had to sit there not knowing what was going on, because my Oma only speaks german, because of her stroke .. So I had to sit there holding her hand *sigh* *disinfect it its infested with OLD!!* and listen to jibberish...

I came home, rang Alex.. she said she was coming over soon, an hour and a half later she shows up.. with her guiter... so I sit there for a while and try and play toxicity... I can play the verse now I am so proud of myself lol its the second time ever in control of a guitar haha *thumbs up*

So then we go to the shops, look around there for a bit and yeah I saw this guy I used to be friendswith, we used to have great talks on the net and hang out al the time (he's 22, but nothing sus! everyone thinks that, and everyone thinks it will turn out to be more) he WAS a great person to talk to and he was like the most trustable person ever... and one day he just... never talks to me again.. what a waste of friendship *sigh*

So we come back home, I get more involved in learning toxicity, I think I got the first part kinda good I hope lol I'm hopeless, I know.. yeah I tried to get Luke to come over but he wouldnt the lazy bastard =P nah I love him I hope I get to see him tomorrow I miss him so much! but maybe I should stop missing him and all coz like I think I am too clingy and its going to end up annoying Luke but I cant go without seeing him!!! lol I think I shold just shut up about that lol.. I just dont always wanna sound so attached and yeah ... I just love Luke so much!!!! - comment if u want me to shutup about Luke now lol

i'm dissapointed in Alex very much so... but thats another story for another day for when she KNOWS what she's doing...

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