demonology and heartache

Well, that last post was created and written by Hayley Kidd.
That was a good night, a really good night... and an EXCELLENT morning! It was full of rampaging and climbing on scools roofs and pointless walking. Then Hayley and I watched the sunrise.... and in respect of the guys... we dropped OUR pantz (no one was around) *sigh* what a good Sunrise.
NEED to do it again, Hayley!!

I got to see Luke! FINALLY !!! Yay I have been missing him so much! Its been awesome being able to see him after like a week... haha such a long time!
There was one thing though... The "shindig" at Damiens... I have such a feeling that it was more then just everyone thinking that I was sick. Yeah I had a fever... well, a high temperature the night before. But that was gone the next day. I was fine!! Its so unfair! But still something else... I can sense it lol either that or I am just crazy... I think I can sense it AND I am crazy!

Hayley got to spend heaps of time with Luke when he was working for like that week I didnt see him. its unfair! I'm so jealous heh heh. But I really am, after Luke told me he liked her for about a week... it just makes me worry so much. I know there isnt anything going on, but from people telling me... feelings dont die. But I dont care coz he's mine and I love Luke!! MWUahahahahahaha. I dunno. Can you tell I am tired? But I havnt been sleeping much or eating well but I don't know why. The only time I have slept good lately is when Luke slept over last night. When he stayed over two nights ago, I only got about 2 hours sleep. I was either not tired (which I obviously wasnt) or just happy that Luke was there coz I really did miss him heaps.
I wasnt tired the next day either, and I dont really drink coffee, because yeah something about it isnt right with me I dont know why.

There is so much more I want to say, that I want to go on about but yeah its just not how it goes with this kinda stuff...

I just wanna be curled up sleeping well in Luke's arms right now... That would be nice... or just randomly waking up, and he's there next to me. I would be like... YEY!
I think I ramble too much. I think thats why alot of people dislike me.
Oh well life sucks, you move on.

Hmm did I mention I had some of the best fights with Luke's ex? *sigh* she has the worst come backs and she just doesnt know how to insult. She makes up so much stuff. Its rather hilarious, really. I feel bad though. Luke and her had a fight over me. Its not what I wanted to happen, I dont want Luke to like stop being friends with people coz of me (DEAN WAS NOT MY FAULT HE REACTED BAD) but yeah, in a way it is what I wanted too because I think some time Steph would try something on Luke and for that she would pay if she ever did anything she would regret.
I know Luke wouldnt do anything he regrets, well, I hope not, but I trust him, because I love him =) any one heard enough yet?

I think this is my longest ever ramble. Wow. How amazing.

I shall also do a tally, as Damien did. I have 2 months worth of blogs, Decemberand January.
Decembers total: 16 yay!! thats a good number =) well, it is now!
January (so far): 2 *cough* well, going to be 3... and a big 3 that will be.

I plan on making this the longest and most pointless blog ever.

well, I hope to anyways. Eyelids are slowly getting heavy. Any music on is just getting plain annoying no matter how good the music.
So this blog will have to end here. Sorry to dissapoint anyone if they acturly were interested in reading this *ha*