what a good night :-)
Well this is just my early morning blog informing you of my party events.
Its was a really really bad night to start out with until about 10-11 o'clock. Which resulted in me being alone and comforted by Brad and Joel for some of that time. Every one wanted to bash "the guy wearing the mask", i.e. Joel. I dont see why really. He's really nice and awesome aswell. I dont see why people have a problem with someone wearing a long trenchcoat and a mask, really, its something I would do.
Michael was being a complete dickhead. He was the first one drunk, and proceeded to be that for the rest of the night. He was trying to get intimate with pretty much every girl there. Wanting them to give him head or grabbing their hands and putting them on his penis. Seriously!! AND to make things worse, HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!!
Every one else was reasonable I guess.... I didnt see much of Hayley or Luke... so yeah I guess that was one of the things getting me down. Also everyone was going over to my neighbors house, getting stoned. Which resulted in Olivia... doing drugs for the first time... tripping out hardcore, and being the first to pass out.
Then some people left, others arrived and I guess everything was starting to even out.
Then Steven calls me, wanting to gate crash with about 6 or so people. I tell him I dont mind, so they all come over. And THAT results in me leaning on every one's shoulder until I find someone's shoulder I like... lol.... and I found it. I really did, and I know him from his sister eh eh eh lol.
Tiff and Tegan ended up being bribed into flashing the guys, who ended up playing a mean trick on Tiff. She flashed Sean and they took a pic. and that is going to be posted on someone's site. No names, no links. Sorry all u desperate guys :-P
Anyways, they all went off to watch the big flash, except for one. The one person who I took a liking in his shoulder. His name is Matt Murtagh. Kelly's older bro. I kinda took a liking to him. Then Tegan goes and flashed him, and lets him have a grab. I was like ok then you do that but it didnt bother me, I didnt think I would get any where with any one.
So we (Sean, Steven, Mattoy Tegan and I) went for a walk down to the Caltex on Redland Bay Road. Steven then preceeded to tell me to hook up with Mattoy, that he said in a way he likes me and all, and he didnt like Tegan really. I said I dont know, I would if he really wanted me to.
He was pushing me for most of the night, but I let it happen when I wanted it to happen. I really do like him now... I think this is my way to be really over Luke... I have found someone who really respects girls, and who I can care for and hopefully care back.
I wonder what Kells would think if I went out with her bro. Not that that is going to happen, its his decision, I'm not going to say no.
But anyways off the subject a bit there...
Matt and I ended up making out for the rest of the night, and Sean Steven Tegan Andrew Matt and I went down to the primary school and sat on the cricket pitch on the oval to watch the sunrise. Me cuddled in Matts arms, watching the sun slowly rise, it was rather nice.
I hope I get to talk to him again soon, tell him how I feel and see is he feels the same, not just like it was something or someone to make out with while he was drunk. I really hope not, I dont want to get hurt again. I dont want to leave myself vulnerable but I think I want and need someone there for me too much.
So I am writing this now, at 6 am while Brad is passed out on the couch behind me, Tom and Vinny passed out on the blow up matress beside me and Tegan sitting right next to me watch what I write. Oh also Andrew sitting in front at the table eating something and reading a book... he doesnt even know what the book is!!
there are also the girls upstairs and mum is still asleep. I hope I didnt annoy her too much from last night.
In a way I am glad I wasnt wasted last night, I guess its good I didnt. i wonder how things are going with Ash, I have so much to tell her. She missed out on a lot. Wish she could have stayed the night, that would have been AWESOME. but she didnt so oh well. Her loss. I'm really glad things are as they are right now. I hope something eventuates between Mattoy and I... But oh well if they dont, doomed to single-ness I shall be.
Catcha's!!!
Candy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :-)
Its was a really really bad night to start out with until about 10-11 o'clock. Which resulted in me being alone and comforted by Brad and Joel for some of that time. Every one wanted to bash "the guy wearing the mask", i.e. Joel. I dont see why really. He's really nice and awesome aswell. I dont see why people have a problem with someone wearing a long trenchcoat and a mask, really, its something I would do.
Michael was being a complete dickhead. He was the first one drunk, and proceeded to be that for the rest of the night. He was trying to get intimate with pretty much every girl there. Wanting them to give him head or grabbing their hands and putting them on his penis. Seriously!! AND to make things worse, HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!!
Every one else was reasonable I guess.... I didnt see much of Hayley or Luke... so yeah I guess that was one of the things getting me down. Also everyone was going over to my neighbors house, getting stoned. Which resulted in Olivia... doing drugs for the first time... tripping out hardcore, and being the first to pass out.
Then some people left, others arrived and I guess everything was starting to even out.
Then Steven calls me, wanting to gate crash with about 6 or so people. I tell him I dont mind, so they all come over. And THAT results in me leaning on every one's shoulder until I find someone's shoulder I like... lol.... and I found it. I really did, and I know him from his sister eh eh eh lol.
Tiff and Tegan ended up being bribed into flashing the guys, who ended up playing a mean trick on Tiff. She flashed Sean and they took a pic. and that is going to be posted on someone's site. No names, no links. Sorry all u desperate guys :-P
Anyways, they all went off to watch the big flash, except for one. The one person who I took a liking in his shoulder. His name is Matt Murtagh. Kelly's older bro. I kinda took a liking to him. Then Tegan goes and flashed him, and lets him have a grab. I was like ok then you do that but it didnt bother me, I didnt think I would get any where with any one.
So we (Sean, Steven, Mattoy Tegan and I) went for a walk down to the Caltex on Redland Bay Road. Steven then preceeded to tell me to hook up with Mattoy, that he said in a way he likes me and all, and he didnt like Tegan really. I said I dont know, I would if he really wanted me to.
He was pushing me for most of the night, but I let it happen when I wanted it to happen. I really do like him now... I think this is my way to be really over Luke... I have found someone who really respects girls, and who I can care for and hopefully care back.
I wonder what Kells would think if I went out with her bro. Not that that is going to happen, its his decision, I'm not going to say no.
But anyways off the subject a bit there...
Matt and I ended up making out for the rest of the night, and Sean Steven Tegan Andrew Matt and I went down to the primary school and sat on the cricket pitch on the oval to watch the sunrise. Me cuddled in Matts arms, watching the sun slowly rise, it was rather nice.
I hope I get to talk to him again soon, tell him how I feel and see is he feels the same, not just like it was something or someone to make out with while he was drunk. I really hope not, I dont want to get hurt again. I dont want to leave myself vulnerable but I think I want and need someone there for me too much.
So I am writing this now, at 6 am while Brad is passed out on the couch behind me, Tom and Vinny passed out on the blow up matress beside me and Tegan sitting right next to me watch what I write. Oh also Andrew sitting in front at the table eating something and reading a book... he doesnt even know what the book is!!
there are also the girls upstairs and mum is still asleep. I hope I didnt annoy her too much from last night.
In a way I am glad I wasnt wasted last night, I guess its good I didnt. i wonder how things are going with Ash, I have so much to tell her. She missed out on a lot. Wish she could have stayed the night, that would have been AWESOME. but she didnt so oh well. Her loss. I'm really glad things are as they are right now. I hope something eventuates between Mattoy and I... But oh well if they dont, doomed to single-ness I shall be.
Catcha's!!!
Candy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :-)
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