A lot of change
WOW I had an awesome day at school today!
Explanation of that more later, but yeah... let me start from where I left off last blog.
Saturday night I went to Luke Burrow's party, with God. Damn its got to be the best night I have had in ages! It was only the six of us (Josh Taylor, Morrit, God, Nancy, me and Luke of course :P) But still I had a great time, I dont know about the others. I was the first to be thrown into the pool, but it was so worth it. Morrit was being a flirt as always, Nancy then me, and back and forth, biting me, so I bite him back, as if he doesnt expect it! He's bruised coz of me :D Morrit did rather bring it onto him self and he knows it! We all ended up going for a swim sometime into the night. Both damn Josh's tried to keep dunking me so I had to get Luke to save me. Thats pretty much when I figured out I liked him. I didn't really want to go when it was time to leave, but I had to, and I did.
Well Vinny and I got together, for a total of 2 days. We officially started going out on Sunday afternoon, and he stayed at my place until 2.30, Monday morning. God I was fucked for school. But anyways, something happened, and I dont feel comfortable writing it up on here. But yeah I think it was too soon and I just didnt feel the same after. Man I was confused! I really didnt like him as much after it. And also it was hard to deal with the 2 people I liked in my head
I asked some of my really close friends about what to do and what happened, and they all thought the same thing I was thinking. Breaking up with Vinny. I just... felt so wierd with him, and I guess... I started liking Luke a little bit more. But I wasnt going to leave Vinny for Luke. And I didnt. One of the bad things from the break up, are all the rumours. There were .. are rumours going around that at Luke's party that him and I fucked... I didnt ... I repeat, it DID NOT happen, ok? So yeah just to get that straight
And I dont care if no one believes me, as long as I know and he knows we didnt then its ok.
With all this relationship problems there always is marriage problems... I "divorced" Barton, and came to find out that he ended up having a big crush on me.. supposedly... but still. Its rather awkward. Oh well shit happens.
Asha hasnt been too good lately, Dion doesnt know what to do, to be back with Kim or be with Asha. He's goign to try and be with Kim again which is hurting Asha, she's reminiscing all the times when she was with Ben. So she's all anti-social, and thats not like her. I am worying for her so much aye. I care a lot for her, we're so alike and I just cant help but feel sometimes we're more related than mates! I hope she's ok!
Today had to be the best day out of the whole school year so far. Its hard to pick why, but it was just... fun. I guess its just coz I could cuddle up wo Luke all day and yeah just feel good about it. There's something there when I hug him. Something that makes me feel fuzzy and warm. Its a good feeling. I didnt even feel that in a hug with the other Luke... Luke Boyce. man thats confusing with the two Luke's lol.
Yeah its always awkward then Luke Boyce goes and sits where we sit at lunch, I guess we (Asha and I) did kinda invade, but yeah so everytime he's going to be there I am just going ot get up and walk away.
Jin and I had the best lil sparr today. It was good fun. It was random, yet fun. I find the grade 12's so much better than the old group I sat with.
I spent most of sport with Luke, cuddling up in the art room painting. I really like him heaps, but I dont want a relationship yet. I think I need a break for one for a lil bit. But yeah I do like him alot. We just made a deal to go to the movies tomorrow :D
Ending on a happy note... I AM HAPPY AGAIN :D more than I have been in a LONG time.
Love
Candy
xoxoxo
»-(¯`v´¯)-»
Explanation of that more later, but yeah... let me start from where I left off last blog.
Saturday night I went to Luke Burrow's party, with God. Damn its got to be the best night I have had in ages! It was only the six of us (Josh Taylor, Morrit, God, Nancy, me and Luke of course :P) But still I had a great time, I dont know about the others. I was the first to be thrown into the pool, but it was so worth it. Morrit was being a flirt as always, Nancy then me, and back and forth, biting me, so I bite him back, as if he doesnt expect it! He's bruised coz of me :D Morrit did rather bring it onto him self and he knows it! We all ended up going for a swim sometime into the night. Both damn Josh's tried to keep dunking me so I had to get Luke to save me. Thats pretty much when I figured out I liked him. I didn't really want to go when it was time to leave, but I had to, and I did.
Well Vinny and I got together, for a total of 2 days. We officially started going out on Sunday afternoon, and he stayed at my place until 2.30, Monday morning. God I was fucked for school. But anyways, something happened, and I dont feel comfortable writing it up on here. But yeah I think it was too soon and I just didnt feel the same after. Man I was confused! I really didnt like him as much after it. And also it was hard to deal with the 2 people I liked in my head
I asked some of my really close friends about what to do and what happened, and they all thought the same thing I was thinking. Breaking up with Vinny. I just... felt so wierd with him, and I guess... I started liking Luke a little bit more. But I wasnt going to leave Vinny for Luke. And I didnt. One of the bad things from the break up, are all the rumours. There were .. are rumours going around that at Luke's party that him and I fucked... I didnt ... I repeat, it DID NOT happen, ok? So yeah just to get that straight
And I dont care if no one believes me, as long as I know and he knows we didnt then its ok.
With all this relationship problems there always is marriage problems... I "divorced" Barton, and came to find out that he ended up having a big crush on me.. supposedly... but still. Its rather awkward. Oh well shit happens.
Asha hasnt been too good lately, Dion doesnt know what to do, to be back with Kim or be with Asha. He's goign to try and be with Kim again which is hurting Asha, she's reminiscing all the times when she was with Ben. So she's all anti-social, and thats not like her. I am worying for her so much aye. I care a lot for her, we're so alike and I just cant help but feel sometimes we're more related than mates! I hope she's ok!
Today had to be the best day out of the whole school year so far. Its hard to pick why, but it was just... fun. I guess its just coz I could cuddle up wo Luke all day and yeah just feel good about it. There's something there when I hug him. Something that makes me feel fuzzy and warm. Its a good feeling. I didnt even feel that in a hug with the other Luke... Luke Boyce. man thats confusing with the two Luke's lol.
Yeah its always awkward then Luke Boyce goes and sits where we sit at lunch, I guess we (Asha and I) did kinda invade, but yeah so everytime he's going to be there I am just going ot get up and walk away.
Jin and I had the best lil sparr today. It was good fun. It was random, yet fun. I find the grade 12's so much better than the old group I sat with.
I spent most of sport with Luke, cuddling up in the art room painting. I really like him heaps, but I dont want a relationship yet. I think I need a break for one for a lil bit. But yeah I do like him alot. We just made a deal to go to the movies tomorrow :D
Ending on a happy note... I AM HAPPY AGAIN :D more than I have been in a LONG time.
Love
Candy
xoxoxo
»-(¯`v´¯)-»
posted by candeh at 6:48 pm
2 Comments:
y hallo there... i love wart you have to say.... first time i come across ur little sit and its cool. man i thought i rite alot.... lol i lover riten... not school shit tho just to ppl and letters and crap even if i neva get a reply i still rite letters andsend em coz its fun.... and im the type that loves to rite
y hallo there... i love wart you have to say.... first time i come across ur little sit and its cool. man i thought i rite alot.... lol i lover riten... not school shit tho just to ppl and letters and crap even if i neva get a reply i still rite letters andsend em coz its fun.... and im the type that loves to rite
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