Thursday, December 22, 2005

hmmm

well I'm going to blog again. And I dont know why
I've like pretty much given up on blogging it's liek a diary for me, my thoughts, my life. People take it as they wish. But yeah,
I had a fight with Dion tonight. Not cool. Dions changed, since he's been going out with Asha... he has changed a lot, and so has she, but not to quite the same extent.
I've got too much shit to write to catch up on lately so I'll just update the past little while.
I'm going out with Ash, he's 21 and yeah...
Not that any one other than he is going to read this...
But yeah I know what anyone will think, oh no, a (almost) 16 year old going out with a 21 year old!! Thats wrong!!
Bt I dont think so as much really. The amount he and I talk is just.. amazing. I dont know I really do care for him and stuff I'm just scared I'm getting myself into something I may not be able to handle, or something like that.
Meh enough of that.. I could babble on forever.
Damien was up to his old tricks last night, came over with only one thing on his mind. haha he got no where, which is good. He deserves anything bad he gets...
Well I'm now expecting someone I know to randomly come over this one day, so yeah seeing as I know about 3 people who read my old blogs and I thought no one had my address anymore so meh.
I guess I'm getting used to the life of not having so many friends, which is good I guess. I dont want the complications what come with friends. Heck I dont want the complications that come with a boyfriend, but damnit I care way too much.

Ash is in Cairns until the 8th.. which means I miss him for New Years AND Christmas... oh joy. It's really strange... a year ago I was head over heels in love with Luke and now I just... dont care any more. I am over him. I miss how the relationship was but Luke is a dickhead. Oh well I'm over it

Mums gotten me a guitar for christma. Wholy fucking shit, mums now broke getting me that : I cant believe she did. I love my mumsy soo much... <3 I hope she likes what I got het, when she opens it. lol

Well I'm quickly running out of things to say I just thought I would blog.

I think my life is getting on track again... I hope... for now I've stopped cutting, but its only been about a week or something, so yeah just hoping.... Well
Anyways...
I'm going...
so..
yeah
...
<3 Candy
xoxo

1 Comments:

Blogger Marcos said...

hi, I hope you have a good year... afther all it seems that you are having a fairly good time... well, take care. It´s funny that I live in the other side of the world, and the summer just started for you.

See you.

11:33 pm, January 10, 2006  

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